hai !
long time no open right ? kinda busy with some school stuffs and lazy to open it . Okay ! i'm a little bit sad today . Not a little bit anymore . but lots ! i'm quarelling with my bofie . yeah , as always . it's my fault again . i feel like i'm always wrong in his eyes . everything i act , it's just a stupid act and it causes a little problem and then it turns into a big problem ! sometimes , i can't handle it by myself . i just can cry and in the end , i blame myself . why is it happen to me ? why must me ? why i'm the one who always make any mistakes ? why not he ? why he seldom say sorry for me in a big problem .
now , i'm waiting for his chat . i've said sorry just now . but this fucking internet ruined everything ! and damn ! he's offline 'till now . i just can sit and crying , waiting for his chat and miracle or something . it really waist my time ! isn't it ? wish a kind-hearted person , lending me his or her cellphone .
well , in the end , i just wanna say :
sorry boy , i've done lot's mistake . will u forgive me ? pleaseeeeeeee !!!!! i beg you !!!! i won't make that mistake anymore.........
sincerly ,
Carin
