hey my blog !
i feel sucks today ! Don't know why . Feels everything has changed . My friends , people around me , i feel it's pretty change a lot . Just now at my school , i feel bored when i sat alone . Then , when i went to cinema to watch movie , i felt so lonely even i watched final destanation part 5 . Even i screamed loudly when a horrible scene came out , i felt so lonely again . And i thought , my two besties changed a lot . They always talked something funny and when i entered their conversation , they always said " just ignored her " . I knew it's just a joked but i felt envy with their words . Seems i'm not good enough to tell something funny or i couldn't make a joked ??? Arrrghhhhh.......... feels strange 'till now . -_- . And i also thought , my best friend just need me when she is upset or hmmmmm.... need my advice . I can't fvck her 'coz i still care 'bout her . But is she always care about me ??? And the second one , i feel my parents don't care with me too. They just over-protecting and caring too much with my 'lil sister . Me ??? Just like a strange person in my house .
For all my problems that i must face it by myself , i just can pray to God and i hope God will give me a reason or God will help me solve my problem ! Hope everything will be normal soon........ I hope sooo... :)
