Singapore !

Hey !
I'm singapore right now ! it's cold and a little bit dark here . it's gonna rain ! and everyday it's always rain . just like bruno mars' song !

I'm pretty bored in singapore . how come it's always rain and just stay at apartment without do anything else ! just the same with a pig

nICE dAY

Wonderful day !

i hanged out with my cousins ! we went to karoke , and we sang lot's of songs , dancing , laughing together ! then we photoshooted together ! what a funny day ! my cousins , Albert , sang smash's song ! well , he was smashblast ! we also sang kids songs ! buahahahahahahaha ! and of course i was singing my lovely song , maroon 5 ! i'm really addicted with that song ! well , i just wanna say , happy bufday to Beryl , my beloved cousin ! be a great boy ! 

what a boring day

hey my blog !
i feel sucks today ! Don't know why . Feels everything has changed . My friends , people around me , i feel it's pretty change a lot . Just now at my school , i feel bored when i sat alone . Then , when i went to cinema to watch movie , i felt so lonely even i watched final destanation part 5 . Even i screamed loudly when a horrible scene came out , i felt so lonely again . And i thought , my two besties changed a lot . They always talked something funny and when i entered their conversation , they always said " just ignored her " . I knew it's just a joked but i felt envy with their words . Seems i'm not good enough to tell something funny or i couldn't make a joked ??? Arrrghhhhh.......... feels strange 'till now . -_- . And i also thought , my best friend just need me when she is upset or hmmmmm.... need my advice . I can't fvck her 'coz i still care 'bout her . But is she always care about me ??? And the second one , i feel my parents don't care with me too. They just over-protecting and caring too much with my 'lil sister . Me ??? Just like a strange person in my house .

For all my problems that i must face it by myself , i just can pray to God and i hope God will give me a reason or God will help me solve my problem ! Hope everything will be normal soon........ I hope sooo... :)

Long Time No Open

Yesterday :
Haii bloggers ! Ud lama aku gak buka blog aku . Yahh salah satu faktornya karena g bisa dibuka ! Semalam gw ngalamin kejadian kerennn banget ! Ngakak bareng geng Unyuk di cafe Sunshine di Sun Plaza tepatnya ! Gw dpt temen" baru dr hasil lawakanku ! Yahh... Aku sbnrnya cuma kenal Brenda , Aphong sama Lora di Geng Unyuk ituu ! wkwkwkwkwk sumpahh lawak bangett mrekaa... energi gw terkuras abiss cuma buad lawak".. wkwkwkwkwk But i've got a lot of fun ! New friends , more experience ! hahahahay ! i love it !

Today :
i'm waiting for my friend answer right now . Ok ! my feeling tells me that he has had a new crush . Not me anymore . Yeah.. Mr P had told me that he hasn't a special girl in my life . i think , mr P is trying to ignore me . Cos he doesn't in love with me anymore . Ok ! Let's focus on study ! There's no time to thinking about Mr P or another sh*t boys in my life . If everything is back to normal , ohhh well... Let's discuss about it . hahahahahahahaha

Mr X

Haiii bloggers....

Hari ini gw males pake bahasa inggris... 

1. Karna g mood . 

2. Gak niat ajj . 

3. Ribet coyyy ! 

wkwkwkwkwk....

gw lagi antara galau dan cenat-cenut (kog jd kyk smash ?!).... Gw suka sama satu cowo... Tapi gw g tw dy suka sama aku pa kagakk... Kata temenku nih , dy sering liatin aku... Aku sihh awalnya gak percaya tapi akhirnya gw percaya... Karena yahhh sekitar 4 org mengatakan sprti ituu... Percaya pa kagak sihhh... i don't know ! Yahhh... Mukanya sihh oke lahhh... gak jelek" amett... Tapi dy punya kendala di salah satu organ tubuhnya (aku gak mungkin blg kendalanya dimana... Ntar dicurigai dan maap namanya disensor)... Yahh... Sejujurnya yahh , dy satu"nya org yg mw buat gw berubah... Jadi agak feminiman lahhh... Meskipun g bisa feminim sepenuhnya (LOLs)... Gw juga semalam curhat sama temen gw yg cowo ( namanya disensor jg... LOLs)... Dy blg klo Mr X (cowo yg gw suka... gw inisialin Mr X dehh) suka sama gw jg... Tapi gw g yakin... Karena Mr X suka sama cewe laen... Namanya Mrs A (inisial name)... Yahhh... gw juga ud pernah liadd orgnya sehh... Meskipun melalui foto doankk... Mrs A cantik , manis jg... gw jadi merasa envy... Meskipun gw masih menaruh harapan sama Mr X... Apakah Mr X suatu saat bisa suka sama aku ??? I hope so... Gw kangen sama Mr X ! Sehari ajj kagak sekolah , tapi gw ud mikirin dy... Mr X ada mikirin aku kagak yahh ? Dy kan suka sama cewe laen... Mana pernah dy mikirin aku... Tapi kata temenku , Mr X suka liatin aku... Apa itu benar ??? Ato cuma khayalan temanku yg tag jelas... Ato aku cuma dijadiin pelampiasan kebosanan dari Mr X ??? Bingung akuu... Dy suka sama aku kagak yahh ??? Aku g tw mesti cemana.. Aku perempuan... Tapi aku malu utk melangkah agresif... Saran dr temenku , Mr P , asal ada usaha , pasti bisa... teruss , jgn cuma berdoa... Tapi usaha... Galau lahh akuu..... :( 

Intinya ,

gw g mw berharap begitu jauh... Gw suka sama Mr X... Gw serius suka ma dy... Beda sama aku suka cowo laen... Mr X pake magnet apaan sehh ? Kog bisa menarik perhatian aku... Kira" dy ada lirikkin aku g yahh ? Smoga suatu saat Mr X bisa suka sama aku...

New One

Hy ! I'm new in this blog... well , i just made it few minutes ago... i try to make it fun... cause , my story is your story... and i will share to all of you guys ! well , i'm gonna introduce myself... okay ! my name is Carin Amanda... you guys can call me Carin... or my entertain name is Camanda (it's not true ! Lols !)... I'm just 15 years old and i'm study at Methodist-2.. :D ! my hobby is travelling , reading and watching movie... i love to listen to the music too.... it's pretty fun right ??? lols ! hahahahahaha..... well , there are some of my personal bio... hope you guys like it ! :)